Recently I feel as if I have run into a few spiritual walls. Perhaps it is because I am moving soon, or that I quit my job and have much more free time, but I feel as if I'm not grounded. A few weeks ago I would act and do things with ease always trying to be positive and peaceful, but now I feel myself sinking back into negative situations. Perhaps I need a reawakening or a cleanse.. or perhaps I'm destined to live a materialistic life free from any spiritual guidance. This also reminds me of a friend of mine I saw the other day; he was discussing how humans have come so far in life and evolution and how we've created such a dynamic system for ourselves, when in all actuality we are just animals that live, breed, and die like everything else in the world. I reflected on myself as a human and was disappointed at how I try and fit in, following cultures and trends when I should focus on my soul desires and vocation of life.